Again

Am I that really bad for leaving you before?

For you to return the pain and much more?

You’ll leave and come back and repeat again

With stupidity & regret, I continue accepting & letting you in

One late night, you get this thing

Oh a dream come true, I​ had a zing!

A night with a question, that once was asked to me

Without a doubt, again I utter "yes" immediately

You gave me hope & a life to look forward

Not knowing I'll be hitting the ground but this time? way hard!!!

There are words that before you said I hope you were sure

You know it’s not the first & this time I dont know the cure

Remember I told you, if you go & leave again my love

Do not ever come back as I really had enough

And now you did,

please bear in mind

With my love for you, did I die? or buried alive...?

...Again.